
Questioning mechanisms of epistemic extractivism and depoliticization of Afro-Colombian ancestral knowledge, Claudia Segura talks with Adriana Ciudad about the collaborative artistic process carried out with the Cantoras of Timbiquí, a funeral accompaniment that resignifies the personal battle through the collective.
Adriana Ciudad, Allá nos veremos, sin sombra y sin faz, 2018. Oil on canvas, 150 x 200 cm. Image courtesy of the artist
It was through sharing intimacy that our collaboration began. We were joined by affection, a collective intimacy. After all, death is universal.These songs were fundamental to my process of overcoming the death of my mother. I found in them the comfort I was desperately seeking. In Latin-American cities, we are so westernized that we do not usually talk about death: we perform our mourning in solitude and we cry in secret. It is as if there is a collective trauma. Nobody knows how to react or what to say in the face of death. We have unlearned how to share grief, how to experience affection and loss in communion with others. We are determined to think that the intimate is not collective.
Rising out of the Tomb in Timbiquí
A closure for Remate: our last night to say goodbye, my mother and I. 13 Cantores (11 women and 2 men) A white altar. Flowers. A photograph of my mother at the center. It was magical. Moving. Everything vibrated. The songs opened a portal. The altar was the door. The songs invoked. The space became timeless. The women transformed into spiritual guardians, full of calmness, empathy, and love. Powerful women accompanied by two masculine and sensitive guardians. Tremendous women, tremendous songs. And suddenly, a butterfly appeared. Later, the Cantoras told me that before I had noticed, the butterfly was already circling my crown: “It fluttered around you, until it landed on the altar.” The black cloth butterfly contrasted with the white butterfly. The ritual of songs and prayers became more powerful with the butterfly's presence... It is in that moment that rivers start to flow from my eyes. Nidia hands me a candle and they all stand. We form a path of two rows facing the altar. The space is filled with light from held candles. The songs increase their vibration and the butterfly fllutters away from the altar. The Cantoras become the keys to the portal, they are my protectors and my support. I fall into a trance. I feel the first hug my mother gave me at birth, I see her smile, I feel her enthusiasm for life that always captivated me, I hear her speak, always eloquent and sharp, I see her pull giant shells from the sea, I see her dancing without music, I also see her vulnerability and that which she could not overcome, but I always feel her loving, dignified and noble, even when the end of her illness came. The butterfly flies and flies around me, until it disappears down the path of women and light.
“Your mother has just broken free from earth. She is now in the great beyond and in peace,” Nidia whispers into my ear. Oliva approaches me smiling, and proudly says: “I helped you cry, you hear?”
Questioning mechanisms of epistemic extractivism and depoliticization of Afro-Colombian ancestral knowledge, Claudia Segura talks with Adriana Ciudad about the collaborative artistic process carried out with the Cantoras of Timbiquí, a funeral accompaniment that resignifies the personal battle through the collective.
It was through sharing intimacy that our collaboration began. We were joined by affection, a collective intimacy. After all, death is universal.These songs were fundamental to my process of overcoming the death of my mother. I found in them the comfort I was desperately seeking. In Latin-American cities, we are so westernized that we do not usually talk about death: we perform our mourning in solitude and we cry in secret. It is as if there is a collective trauma. Nobody knows how to react or what to say in the face of death. We have unlearned how to share grief, how to experience affection and loss in communion with others. We are determined to think that the intimate is not collective.
Rising out of the Tomb in Timbiquí
A closure for Remate: our last night to say goodbye, my mother and I. 13 Cantores (11 women and 2 men) A white altar. Flowers. A photograph of my mother at the center. It was magical. Moving. Everything vibrated. The songs opened a portal. The altar was the door. The songs invoked. The space became timeless. The women transformed into spiritual guardians, full of calmness, empathy, and love. Powerful women accompanied by two masculine and sensitive guardians. Tremendous women, tremendous songs. And suddenly, a butterfly appeared. Later, the Cantoras told me that before I had noticed, the butterfly was already circling my crown: “It fluttered around you, until it landed on the altar.” The black cloth butterfly contrasted with the white butterfly. The ritual of songs and prayers became more powerful with the butterfly's presence... It is in that moment that rivers start to flow from my eyes. Nidia hands me a candle and they all stand. We form a path of two rows facing the altar. The space is filled with light from held candles. The songs increase their vibration and the butterfly fllutters away from the altar. The Cantoras become the keys to the portal, they are my protectors and my support. I fall into a trance. I feel the first hug my mother gave me at birth, I see her smile, I feel her enthusiasm for life that always captivated me, I hear her speak, always eloquent and sharp, I see her pull giant shells from the sea, I see her dancing without music, I also see her vulnerability and that which she could not overcome, but I always feel her loving, dignified and noble, even when the end of her illness came. The butterfly flies and flies around me, until it disappears down the path of women and light.
“Your mother has just broken free from earth. She is now in the great beyond and in peace,” Nidia whispers into my ear. Oliva approaches me smiling, and proudly says: “I helped you cry, you hear?”
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